It's over

I broke up with Nick on July 13. He ran away becuase he missed court. He has a warrent for his arrest after him. I didn't want to go though all the pain and drama anymore. I love him with all my heart but it's just too hard. This whole week I was campin at Indian Trails camp ground with Deneal.He called me couple times after that to talk about what's goin to happen with us and what's he's goin to do. I tried gettin him to come back for his own good but he kept sayin that he's too scared to come back. If I keep talkin to him like that I will never get over him. The night before we left, me and Dee stayed up watchin a movie. We slept on the porch. Dee fell asleep around 2 while I was just layin in bed. Joey came back to the camper around 4. I went in the camper and stayed up with him for the rest of the night. He helped me get over Nick a little bit. I feel alot better after that night. Tomorrow is goin to suck because it's suppose to be our 7 month anniversary so I'm goin to Deneal's to hang out. GIRLS NIGHT OUT!!!